Hey there good ole family who is living in absolute Zion, and make no mistake about it Utah is the happiest, Cheerfullest, Bestest, and Gooder place on earth and it's a place that if I could wouldn't go back to in a long long time.
It hit me this week that I only have so much time left on the mission and I'm starting to take some serious evaluations of what has been done and what needs to happen. Fall is a little depressing to me because it's the beginning of death and the start of a lone dark winter. This is a winter which i feel will open its jaws and swallow me right up. If I could i would take of blow drier and melt all the snow like Calvin and Hobbes.
SO this week Elder Sauer and I had to ring some necks and pull some teeth to get some info for stake coordination. I'm so glad that the next stake coordination is in January and I'll be long gone before that one comes around. For your Info Stake Coordination requires to get all the info for every recent convert in the stake for the past year and getting all their stats such as wether or not they have Home teachers, Gone to the temple, Active, How many NML's, and a calling. It's a big pain in the neck and we had to do it on a whole new format and it took awhile and it only takes like 5 minutes to present it all in the meeting and talk about the needs of the missionaries in the stake.
I did get to go the Bloomington on exchanges and commited one of my former investigators to come to church and she came. Merissa came and is going to taught by the Elders who are in that area. I love Bloomington and Im glad to see that we actually have missionionaries who like to do work in the area. It kills me inside to have had missionaries their who were piling out and nothing was getting done. I feel like I've almost been a bad missionary because I don't feel successful. Elder Sauer and I work so hard to get the zone going and to get our investigators to commit but when everyone you teach here is on social security and on disablility and doesn't have a car it becomes hard to get members to the lessons and to have them even dare go to the areas where we teach to pick up our investigators for church and there don't open their doors when they say yes yes Yes! when we invite them to church, and even have them say " yes i'll be there as long as there's a breath in my body" and then a no show. I couldn't even imagine how our Father in Heaven must feel when his children disobey and don't accept the free gift of Christ's perfect Atonement, I've fallen into that trap before but I dig bite and claw everyday that I can do what I've been sent to do. I'll Go where you want me to go. I'll say what you want me to say.
Our zone in the past 2 weeks has gone from 2 to 7 to 10 baptismal dates and it looks like it will be on the rise and we can see some great miricles as we as a mission press towards the goal of 400 baptisms. We have 103 dates in the mission and 285 total for the year... Please pray that we can have 400 to Heaven
I'm starting to be a good tennis player, I'm composing a good collection of pink ties, I have a good family, I've never been to college, I'll be married in a couple months this time next year, I ran a squirrel over this past week, I need more G's, I'm 6 foot 2 a lean and mean 205, I represent the man on the cross, My name is Elder Gonzalez and I'm a Mormon